My last post was June 1st. It's been 4 months and I still feel like I'm stuck in the same place.
Here's the thing: my life is going great. I'm retaking Music Theory (again, don't get me started) but doing really well. I'm doing well in my other classes as well. I'm starting to work on mezzo rep in voice lessons, which is different since before I was singing full-lyric soprano type stuff, but it's nice. I love my SAI sisters and we're doing much more bonding now. Work is generally fun.
Life is great. And yet at least once a day, EVERY. DAMN. DAY. I want to cry.
I'd love advice. Tough-love. A slap in the face maybe.
It's not fair that I hurt still hurt over this so much, and he seems to be completely unaffected.
