Recently I've had a... revelation? Realization? I haven't fully decided. Maybe y'all can for me. Anyway, making a long story short... I've decided that as much as I love guys and want to jump their bones regardless of the fact that they don't want to date me... The thing I want most is to just TALK to the guy for a month before we actually date. I want him to hold my hand before he tries to kiss me, and to wait till like.. the second or third date to actually kiss me. I want a guy who doesn't think "oh, well I've been really nice to this girl... that means it's totally okay for me to ask her all of these personal sex questions."
You know what I mean? I want to go back to the 90's, when this was all normal! Unlike now, where if you make it past a first date you're expected to put out; if you're 20, almost 21, you shouldn't be a virgin; blah, blah, blah. I feel like I deserve better than that, even though it could be a long wait.
